Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Untitled love song

Today, a song came to my heart, and I was suddenly confronted with the realisation that I don’t need someone that ‘ticks all the right boxes’.. All I need is someone who loves God and has unwavering trust in Him, and all the rest, will simply follow. He would be like a treasure chest, surprise after surprise, and it just keeps getting better… Because he would be a gift from my Lord… And I pray that I would be a treasure chest for him too.


[Untitled love song/poem]

Lord, I just want someone that’s in love with You

That’s all that really matters

Coz I know, the more he loves You, the more he would love me too


I’ve gone through the valleys of temptation,

At times distracting, at times confusing,

I’m tired of the mistakes I’ve made, I’ve been such a fool.

And now I kneel before you, thankful for all the times You’ve protected me.


And now I know…

Lord, I just want someone that’s in love with You

That’s all that really matters

Coz I know, the more he loves You, the more he would love me too


I see his scars, but I sense his strength, his character, his depth

We share about all that you’ve helped us through

You’ve healed our wounds, you’ve made us whole,

And now we sit hand in hand under the stars, we marvel at Your perfect will.


And now I know…

Lord, all I need is someone that’s in love with You

That’s all that really matters

Coz I know, the more he loves You, the more he would love me too


© Jesshikah, Melbourne, February 2010

For my future husband, whoever you are, wherever you may be. I’m praying for and thinking of you….

Monday, December 21, 2009

The "icing" on my birthday cake

Turning 26. Surely it's not so bad. As I described in an email to some friends - I have made it up the horrendous uphill climb to the big 2-6 (ok, maybe not that horrendous), and the view is pretty damn fine from here! Whilst some may say it's a tumble downwards henceforth, I don't believe it necessarily has to be the case. I think it has so much to do with your attitude and approach to life. I'll definitely endeavour to keep living it up - work hard, play hard, build deep relationships, cultivate my interests, keep learning and growing as a person, and ... just have heaps of fun! And thank you to my Asian genes (and my mum's skin), for the lack of wrinkles thus far... haha :P

Although the actual day is this coming Saturday (boxing day!), I have already started to be spoilt with beautiful and thoughtful gifts from my friends and workmates (thanks thanks thanks!). I'm not usually a present person (rather, my predominant "love languages" are words of affirmation and touch - i.e. i feel the most loved and also express my love the best by verbal/written expressions of encouragement/affirmation, and via physical touch (e.g. hugs)), because in this material consumeristic day and age, us Gen Ys usually buy whatever we want, or at least save up for it and get it anyway. But what touches my heart about gifts is when people know you well enough to choose something that is relevant to your interests and likes. That is often quite rare.

I've been spoilt with, amongst other things - vanilla bean room fragrance (to make my room spell nice - smelling nice is very important to me! haha); a cute handmade card with an elephant and panda; a Christian fiction book about Queen Esther - one of the heroines in the Bible who was both stunningly beautiful and crazily courageous; a bottle of T'Gallant 'Juliet' 2008 Pinot Noir (the heart on the bottle and name was sufficiently romantic for me to love it without even tasting the wine!); a book titled "Coco" which contains info/recipes/pictures re 100 emerging chef talents globally and it even has a lengthy glossary of gastronomical terms; two sets of inspirational gift books - one set about wisdom from famous people over 65 years of age on the themes of Love, Peace, Ideas (by Andrew Zuckerman) - i haven't read through everything but i love some of the quotes thus far; the second a cute set of illustrated mini books with the titles "the Friends", "Shoes, chocs, bags and frocks", "The lady who was beautiful inside" and "A lovely love story" (by Edward Monkton).

As simple as they are, these books are just so "me" - so in line with my philosophy and outlook on life (e.g. the importance of being beautiful inside). My absolute favourite is the "A lovely love story" which talks about two dinosaurs (the Dinosaur and the Lovely Other Dinosaur) falling in love, and how the Lovely Other Dinosaur melts the ice cage that the Dinosaur is trapped in by her kind words and loving thoughts. Awwwwww.. it's so cute! It makes me want to be that Lovely Other Dinosaur that will one day melt the ice cage of some Dinosaur with my kind words and loving thoughts. Lol! :P


I also received a beautiful journal and notepad from Bookbinders (I've already started using the journal, and the notepad will be my new food/coffee review notepad - i.e. I'll take it out to eateries to scribble notes while I eat).

Oh, and beautiful purple flowers. Absolutely gorgeous (see pictures below)! If anyone knows what type of flowers they are, please do let me know. I've never seen them before, and totally totally love them! (Apparently they start with the letter "L".)


So yes, I'm a happy little vegemite with rosy cheeks because of all the blessings, friendships and love in my life. (Now, all I have to do is convince my parents to chip in for my new camera.) Haha

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Long lazy weekend lunch @ Sapore (Fitzroy Street, St Kilda)

Sapore (3-5 Fitzroy St, St Kilda)

On Saturday 19 December, I had a little birthday lunch gathering with my colleagues at Sapore in St Kilda. To cut a long story short, I was highly impressed with the quality of the food. Sapore means flavour/aroma/taste in Italian - a very befitting name. Its 15/20 (one chef's hat) rating in the Age Good Food Guide 2010 is well-deserved. It's reasonably priced, great venue, good service, close to the beach. Will definitely be back again!

What I ate:
Entree - Saporetti (a range of small tastes) for $18 - great value for money! Best choice if you are indecisive (or just greedy, or both) and want to try a few different things in one dish! :)

Everything was wonderfully tasty - the items were mainly from the entree list, and included deep fried risotto ball (far right); baby octopus (centre); beef carpaccio with a caper and cornichon dressing, garlic croutons and celery hearts (left); citrus cured salmon with cucumber and dill, capers, creme fraiche and watercress (right)


Main course: Grain-fed eye fillet with truffled mash potato, salsa verde and veal jus

Most tasty steak I have had for a really long time! Perfectly seasoned, tender, tasty.
Also, I usually really dislike potato mash, but this truffled potato was sooo smooth and amazing that I cleaned my plate! Highly recommended!



What we drank:
  • Sparkling wine: a bottle of Podere Castorani Prosecco 2007 'Paparazzi' (Veneto, Italy)
  • Red: a bottle of Anakema 2005 'Ona' Syrah (Rapel Valley, Chile)


No 35 (restaurant on level 35 of the Sofitel)

I finally got to go to No 35 last Thursday evening - kind of as a catch up, and kind of as an early celebration for my upcoming birthday. I've been talking about going to No 35 for a while, since Stuart McVeigh (of ex-Botanical fame, which received a 16.5/20 in the Age Good Food Guide) came on board in October this year. Friends of friends who know Stuart have said that apparently he has brought in some interesting dishes and ideas.

For some reason, I haven't been able to find any reviews of No 35 as yet - only a few random online comments about the food being expensive, small servings, etc - but that was all before Stuart's tenure. I was pretty excited being able to check this out and being one of the first people to review the food (as amateur as I may be).

The Atrium Bar on level 35 of the Sofitel had long been one of my favourite places in Melbourne. The bar is in the middle and so you can't see the external views directly, but No 35 had replaced Cafe La on the outer edge of the floor - with floor to ceiling views of the Melbourne city.

We had a reservation at 8:30pm (I think you can either go for a 6pm or 8.30pm sitting - not sure if this was just an arrangement due to it being Christmas season.) I was quite excited and so dressed up slightly for the occasion, but my dress got slightly splattered by the rain on the way from work.

The venue: The venue is beautiful and perfect for an intimate dinner - appropriately dimmed lights, elegant and relatively minimalistic decor, high ceilings, tables angled in a way to enhance your view of the dazzling nightview of Melbourne.

We were lucky that the rain gradually subsided and the water gradually rolled off the glass windows over the course of the evning to enable us a clearer view. It was so beautiful I could have stayed there the whole night if it wasn't a weeknight (we both had work the next day).

I'm a firm believer that good views + good food + good company makes for a perfect night out. We probably had 2.5 out of 3 that night - you'll see why below.

The people: The service was efficient, polite and professional, but I found that the different staff who presented our dishes weren't very confident/well-trained to present and explain what each dish was. But I must say that Sommelier (Kyriacos Christodoulou) was great - after we had ordered our bottle of '07 Rusden Driftsand Grenache/Shiraz (Barossa Valley, South Australia), he came up to us and alerted us to the fact that a small minority of people may experience discomfort (e.g. upset stomach) when having oysters with Shiraz. I never knew that - and I thought it was really good of him to alert his patrons of this fact. Thumbs up to Kyri! But we said we should be ok anyway.

The food:

We opted for ala carte instead of degustation that evening - we had started dinner late already, and degustation was bound to take longer, and also, it would give us an opportunity to come back to try the degustation next time.

Starters:
To start, we were given a bit of a pre-teaser - lumps of mozarella in a green (spinach?/pea?) (cold) soup concoction. :( To be fair, maybe I just didn't get it.

We then shared a dozen of oysters with three different tastes, which wasn't great either (unfortunately). If you look at the website, you can find out the different tastes (Claire de Lune, Moonlight en Surface, and the third is sort of like a "flavour of the day" oyster). But the girl who served us our oysters didn't explain what the differences were or which was the appropriate dipping sauce for each. There were bits of broken shells stuck to the oyster flesh. And to be honest, I couldn't see or taste the difference between the three styles at all (besides from actual size of the oysters). Sigh.

I avoided having more than a few sips of Shiraz with the oysters due to Kyri's advice (above). But even so, we thought the wine tasted funny all of a sudden. The oysters (or maybe the cold spinach soup thing) must have affected our palettes/taste buds - the red wine suddenly tasted very acidic and sort of "off" - it tasted and smelt amazing when the bottle was first opened. We had been warned of potential upset stomaches, not upset taste buds... So yes, note to self - red wine and oysters don't go well together! - should have ordered champagne or white wine to go with the starter dish...

No 1:
Next, my entree was the Hiramasa kingfish and scallop ceviche with watermelon, avocado and sesame. The scallop and watermelon were cubed and placed sparsely on the kingfish sashimi, which was quite fresh, but slightly too liquid-logged (not sure why). There was also a small crisps and creamy avocado structure on the kingfish (tasty enough but bore a slight resemblance to avocado dip from the supermarket??). Overall, the dish was ok.

My friend had the warm quail salad with duck parfait and roasted onion for entree. I tried a bit - it seemed more tasty than mine....

No 2:
Next, we both had some sort of aged grain fed sirloin with organic vegetables - probably the best dish of the evening. But at $46 a pop, it was not the best steak I've ever had (however beef quality was good and tender), and I found that my vegetables were salted unevenly. But it did go very well with our medium bodied Rusden Driftsand Shiraz (our taste buds had evidently recovered).

No 3:
For dessert, I went for the No 35 trifle, while he went for the burnt orange creme. Both ok. My "trifle" was a colourful array of cream/icecream, jelly and berry "stuff". At this point, I must say that it's sad I can't even remember it well enough to describe it properly. Sigh. Even I am bored with my own review.

The verdict:

I'm glad we didn't go the degustation option this time.

Stuart McVeigh, please please please do what we are all expecting you to do with No 35. Transform it, bring out your gastronomical genius. We know you are capable of it. Next time I go back (I'll give it 3 months at least), hopefully, you would have had some time to settle in your new kitchen and work some cullinary wonders.

In conclusion, the food could have been much much better given the price we paid, but I had a wonderful evening anyway because of the good view and company.

Deadman Espresso

Deadman Espresso, located on 35 Market Street in South Melbourne, has been open for a few months now, and it's become one of my brunch/coffee venues of choice on the weekends. I've heard that it's open by the same guy that opened Seven Seeds and Brother Baba Budan. In fact, they use Seven Seeds coffee beans.

I remember the first time I went to Deadman a couple of weeks (month?) ago, the moment I stepped inside, I liked it. The venue and vibe is very accessible, modern, intellectual, not too quirky, great music (not too alternative). Lots of brown wood (which gives it a very earthy/nature-embracing element); raised verandah sitting area which looks out to the street... A really really great place for brunch/coffee catch up with friends, or simply go alone wth a book/journal/newspaper on a quiet weekend afternoon - which is exactly what I did today.


Drinking:
Deadman Espresso soy latte (x2)
Just look at that! Very easy to drink, mild and creamy. I had to have two!

Eating: Panzanella (bread with olive oil and lemon juice), poached eggs with spinach puree, and spicy smoked sausages ($17) - delicious! it's rare for speciality coffee places to have good food; but I think Deadman keeps the food standard high along with their coffee

Thinking: Sitting on the verandah part of Deadman, staring out onto the street, chilled out music in the background, feeling spoilt and loved by the thoughtful bday gifts from my workmates at lunch yesterday; confused between the conflicting thoughts of my mind and feelings of my heart (as per usual)...

I'm writing in my new journal that the guys at work got me - i love the quote that came with the notebook - "Journal writing is a voyage to the interior" (Christina Baldwin) - I totally agree!